to restart

If not now, when will it be ?

If not this moment, when ?

Yes, I admit I'm too weak.

I start to like

and now the feeling is growing to love.

It is not the way I wanted 

I strayed too far...

I've to put a stop.. to battle against my feelings. The brain keeps instructing to move because this is definitely wrong.

Allahu... help me. I cant handle myself, I'm so weak..

Help me.