I'm not expecting ur reply

Selamat hari raya.

I'm not expecting you to reply but I wanted to tell you this..

I'll start from the beginning..

My feelings to you are real, this is for sure.

I left because you're not available..

Or actually you're the one who left...

I don't know..

I've made an easy way for you to leave or maybe that time you're also configuring the way to leave me.. I don't know.

Making you to hate me... was something difficult for me to do.

But, we both made it. 
You don't needs me...

All the things that I made, it's 

no effect to you..

We both moves on..

Yes, I'm not expecting you to reply this.

I'm sorry...

I ask your forgiveness for many things especially when you were dragged into my problem... I wish to erase it, but that's helped me to be what I'm now. Thank you but, I'm so sorry.

I hope you'll be happy with your wife... forever.

Without me...

Assalamualaikum.