time

The time moved with incredible sluggishness while I waited faithfully.  I never thought that the ending will be like this. 

How that time I was so happy and my heart filled with loves.. I never wanted to blame the god and will still take everything positively, at least I feel the happiness. Thank you Allah for the opportunities, the sweetest moments ever.

He had me..

Never the way I wanted

But, I was so happy..

Yes I cried

Yes I also been warned 

Yes I have expected this to be happened 

Yes I know he will hurting me

Yes I know since the beginning that we will never be together 

Yes I did love him

Yes I did want him

Yes I did refused to believe that this is extremely hurt..

Because I love him..

and until now I cannot let anyone to be at the place he used to be, in my heart

I still miss him and wanted him